Sorry but not sorry

So this is my story.. I came home late last night after attending my upper HH (after working day shift.. with emphasis). We're just glad Yen-yen was moved by our small surprise for her month-long bday celebration. Do you want to know why I am up this early? Definitely not because I am working day shift again but.. but I'd rather keep it to myself for now. Often, you just grin and bear it. To keep the peace especially, you do that. Sometimes you are taken for a fool and you have to know when you should play along or when you must put your foot down. You do not have to win an argument or be proven right all the time; sometimes you stand to gain more in the long run by choosing to mend a broken bridge even if that means making the other person believe she was able to successfully take you for a ride. My folks had taught me that: to graciously stretch patience and allow others to save face. Be careful, though, that this is not abused, as it can have vicious consequences or the door may bang itself again. *Pun intended.* Moving on, let's just have some #throwbackThursday! #0300AM #throbbingheadache #hellodayshift #shorthairanyone #beachin

Prayers For Boston

the bomb attack in Boston is terrible news. Our prayers go to the victims and their families. We condemn this cowardly act of violence. #brokenhearts #spreadworldpeace #prayersforBoston

RN

I am at that age and stage now when I have come to terms with the fact that despite my best intentions of having my ultimate American dream soon, something gets in the way but I still hope to shorten the gap. Don't get me wrong, for the past three years, going four actually. I am still loving DXB. On the same breath, I was up for most of my credentials renewal (dha license, visa, emirates id, etc). Looking back, it gives me an intense feeling and sense of pride to be a Overseas Filipino Nurse. I learned not to question fear — if it’s there, it’s there. I will accept that. But I already know now that I can always choose to deal with it positively, and at the very least acknowledge it enough to propel me to work diligently at quelling it, in whatever way I can. It is difficult to sustain a high level of pride though with the rumblings of irresponsible politicians. Room Nurse Mrs. Villar, seriously?! You might be sorry for your demeaning speech but we cant. I could go on and on with the overwhelming nature of our work but it all boils down to this. We cant afford to apologize for a mistake, it might be your life at stake. And I mean that literally and figuratively.

iScubadive

It's been a while from my last dive. I took my time to get comfortable again with the diving gears, wet suit, air tanks, weights around the waist, fins and be able to inhale and exhale automatically with the mouth in the regulator, clear the mask of water and remove pressure out of my ears while going down to enjoy what is under the water.

Down there is a different world that is so beautiful it will take your breath away. I remember the first time I dived.The hand sign to go up is thumbs-up. I saw a lot of beautiful things and I was so carried away, I made a thumbs-up sign. My dive buddy thought I wanted to go up already, but what I really meant was that everything was just tops, number one (Mhay, can you relate?lol).

The sunny skies, white sandy shores, and sparkling blue seas. Yes, just perfect for a day of scuba diving. But certainly, the splendor of underwater Philippines is still the best and with most marine life in the whole world. #reminiscingthewavesofPuerto Galera #NortherntipofMindoroIsland #thankyoudeepblueseadiving #waitingfortheunderwaterpics

Blessed to Bless

Blessed. Regardless of its many definitions, it becomes essential when you acknowledge that you have God to thank for when you find yourself in a place of abundance. By this, I mean not just in in material resources, but also in other ways such as physical, emotional, intellectual and spiritual. It is a powerful feeling, having more than enough of what you need so that you can actually share it without feeling you have lost anything in the process. There is more where it came from, whatever it is. It feels like being in a state of wholeness, completeness. What could be a greater gift than that? Being able to attend the SFC - Middle East Conference this year is an early Christmas gift I gave myself. It does not take the place of your usual prayer life. It is there to supplement it, make it even deeper than it already is. There is a feeling of well-being, of serenity, of a peace that I cannot quite put my finger on. I am indeed blessed for moments such as this.❤

Crazier than Usual

It was crazier than usual last week — and that’s saying a whole lot. In this age where crazy is ordinary, like when the firemen rushed because somebody in our accommodation almost burned the building down. At one point, it was hard not to tremble and not to think too far ahead and not worry about too many things (most of which did not really happen anyway).

The smoke seemed blew straight into my head at a friends birthday party. And that it is far from fun, totally crazy. Sometimes you just go where the wind blows and you find yourself in places and spaces you never knew could exist for you. Come to think of it, when will I try all that? When I am old? When my knees are so wrinkle? As you retreat back into yourself you alternately allow yourself a view of the bigger picture.


We cannot always control situations we find ourselves in but we can always stop when it gets too much. Be unapologetic about what you want to do eat a bit of chocolate every day (Patchi!); drink wine (the polyphenols reduce inflammation in the artery walls and improve blood flow to veins); find the best nothing thing to do (you are not always given that chance so when it’s there, grab it); dream of your next escape after a busy workday; dance or sing even you're not good at it because you simply enjoy it; wear to nowhere something really special that makes you feel instantly beautiful. Do whatever feeds and delights you.

This crazy little pleasure are quirky glimpses into the psyche of adults in general and more than we would probably care to admit. Every day is special, every day is a reason to celebrate. Staying true to this basic reality does bring into natural order an innate happiness that will sit stoutly and solidly within our hearts, fostering a more genuine and generous appreciation for all that is around us. ❤💋

mornings

Iam loving mornings now. And that’s something I never thought a happily nocturnal creature like me would ever declare. #hellosunshine☀😱😁☕